Christmas festivities

Christmas came and went so fast this year, but it was such a good one.  For one, I got to have my husband home for 2 whole weeks!!  Such a nice break, lemme tell you!  Hudson had his first christmas and was so cute about it.  He of course loved the wrapping paper and all the boxes the toys came in...don't know why I even bother to get him toys!  Elle and Talan where so thrilled because Santa gave them all that they asked for, yay for Santa!  We hung out with family, ate way too much and just relaxed at home with the kiddos.  Couldn't have asked for a better christmas! 

9 months....2 weeks late.

Seriously,  I can't even keep up with Hudson, time is just flying by with him!  He is 9 months, and the cutest little thing ever.  Here are some of the new things that he now loves


* He LOVES to splash in the bath.  And I mean A LOT.  I am SOAKING every night after tubby time:)

* He is quite the little clapper now.  He claps when he really likes something...mostly while he is eating and during baths
* He is ssooooo  close to crawling and rocks back and forth like a madman on all fours, but ends up going backwards instead of forward.  I often find him half way stuck under the couch with nowhere to go...silly boy:)
* He says mamama and blahblahblah ALL the time
* He like to blow bubbles with his spit while saying MMWWAAHH, so so cute.
  He is just a little joy to have around and is such a happy baby, don't know what I'd do without him!

8 months

Here is what Hudson is up to these days

• LOVES bath time and splashes EVERYWHERE, its really cute
• Weighs in at 20 lbs already
• favorite foods right now are applesauce and sweet potatoes
• loves to jump jump jump in his jumper
• does not like to get strapped in to his car seat and arches his back everytime I try to put him in, silly boy
• is a total mommys boy and will jump out of anyone's arms that is holding him to get to me, I'll admit it is kinda cute
• has 3 teeth on the bottom
•  is such a happy baby!

I love my little man so much and it is so fun to see his little personality really coming through right now.  He is growing so fast and is such a silly little boy.  Love Him!!

On a happier note....

  I have this....

look at my little angel holding his little hands as he his sleeping.  Melts my heart..

Vent Sesh

You know what, my life is so NOT perfect right now, and it it soooo NOT what I had pictured my life to be 8 years into being married with three kids.  I mean, did I really think that I would be living in the basement apartment at my mil's house...hell no.  My husband is constantly gone, and when he is around, its all about his books and schoolwork.  I feel like me and the kids are totally on the backburner, and I am just there to cook, clean and do laundry.   I feel like I am a broke, single mom but only worst because I don't get to have every other weekend with the kids, its 24/7.  Don't get me wrong, I love my kids to death, but sometimes I need a freaking break, and a husband.  I did not get married and have kids to do it all by myself.  There is a reason why it takes two people to make a baby.  And to raise them.  Ugh.  And I miss home.  It's so hard to be away for so long. Somedays I wish I could take the kids to mim's and papi's, and to see their cousins.  And with the holidays coming around he corner it makes me think about it even more.  We have gone trough so much crap in the last 8 ears and seriously enough his enough!  We have had some awesome times back in the day, and I just wish I could rewind time and freeze it right then a few years ago when things were really really good.  And to thing I took it all for granted and now looking back at it all, I realize I was one lucky girl.  We had money, we could go do things as a family, had date night every weekend,  husband that was there for me and helped out, I could go shopping when I wanted and we really lived it up.  As petty as that may sound, i don't care cuz I was happy.  Everything I had ever wanted I had. I feel like people look at us now and think how loserish we are when we have three kids and living at mama's house.  Really though, its true.  And who are they to judge because they don't know us and what we have been through.  You really think if I had a choice I would wanna go through all this crap?  NO!  You know what, This is reality, and there is nothing I can do about it.  And really I am sick of being patient and waiting and waiting and WAITING for something good to come along.  I hate waiting for things.  Esspecially when I have kids and I feel like we can't even provide for them like we should.  *sigh*...... Am I just really unrealistic about things that I want in my life, I mean I think I deserve the little things in life that make me happy, right?  I am just having a really hard time with things right now.  ugh.  Anyway, enough with the sob story.  Feels good to let it out once in a while, try it, you will thank me.

Halloween Fun

Hope you all had a fun Halloween, I know we did!  We had fun with friends and family and with lots and lots of candy.  I am so sick of candy.  We had fun though.  This year, we had a really fun trunk or treat, and it was our first year decorating our car.  The kids thought it was th best thing EVER.  It looked pretty awesome because we had strobe lights going and all.  The kids were super terrified of Justin and his outfit.  Some kids wouldn't come o the car because of him, ha!!


Then we had a little get together fri night with friends and family.  Had some yummy soup and homemade donuts....YUM!  The kids were so cute in there costumes, they LOVE to dress up.









Happy Halloween!!

7 months

Happy 7 months bubby(last week), we love you!!